sitting in a bookstore + searching for jobs, purpose

Making: My own beauty supplies is fun. Hopefully they work #chemicalfreelife

Cooking: With others makes everything better

Drinking: Chai Frap

Reading: It's All About Love by Bell Hooks

 
Wanting: To find a job for after my job ends at the school asap

Looking: For that perfect job that combines my passions

Playing: Audioslave this morning was a good idea

Wasting: I feel like I'm always wasting time, never getting enough done

Sewing: Together words verbally can really be difficult for me sometimes 

Wishing: My life was just planned out to exactly what I want and need. It would be so much easier

Enjoying: The warm weather. Come on Spring

Waiting: For the flowers to bloom

Liking: The turquoise nail polish I'm rocking.

Wondering: How many books I have on my bookshelf, but have not read

Loving: Being able to sit on my front porch when the sun is shining

Hoping: To realize my soul's purpose

Marveling: At how fragile life is

Needing: To make the steps to move forward with my life and accomplish my goals

Smelling: Cinna-something

Wearing: My CMU sweatshirt #represent

Following: Travel bloggers on social media

Noticing: That life passes you by if you don't embrace and live it while you can

Knowing: That decisions need to be made before June

Thinking: I don't want my birthday to come in a few weeks

Feeling: Anxious

Bookmarking: So many books of poetry I want to read

Opening: My email and seeing how many are unopened is like nails on a chalkboard

Giggling: Has been coming much more often lately, and I am very thankful

Look in the globe, what do you see?

Making: a lot of mistakes, always. that's how you learn, right?

Cooking: up some poems. trying really hard to write everyday.

Drinking: too much pop. i was a kombucha addict, but let my healthy ways go by the wayside unfortunately.

Reading: Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert.

Wanting: to get myself together and start the projects i've been thinking about.

Looking: for inspiration.

Playing: marina and the diamonds. heard of them? i love the acoustic versions. currently listening to "lies."

Wasting: energy on things that don't matter. i need redirection.

Sewing: hasn't happened in awhile. i want to sew a vintage dress for myself.

Wishing: my year will be like Pam from The Lucky Mermaid says it will - aries/sun sign - capricorn/rising sign.

 
Enjoying: enjoyed reading Happinez Magazine.

Waiting: for the planets to align.

Liking: watching YouTube videos, especially spoken-word poetry.

Wondering: what my year has in store.

Loving: the beautiful himilayan sea salt lamp my dad got for me.

Hoping: i can finish some poems. i start a lot of them, or write down interesting lines, but never get one finished.

Marveling: at how slow days move, but then again how fast time goes by.

Needing: purpose.

Smelling: the detergent from my sweatshirt.

Wearing: long johns and an oversized sweatshirt.

Following: my intuition as much as i can.

Noticing: that being an adult isn't as fun as i thought it would be when i was a kid.

Knowing: nothing. questioning everything.

Thinking: about this quote - "those who are certain of the outcome can afford to wait and wait without anxiety" -Gabrielle Bernstein.

Feeling: good about going back to work tomorrow, but then again i hope i don't get sick from all the children.

Bookmarking: this. it's hilarious ways to answer the question "where do you see yourself in five years."

Opening: my eyes in the morning is hard. i love my sleep. 

Giggling: is the best. the last time i did was probably because of my dog.